Chinese version
近来的心情不是很好，就是一直闷闷不乐，我自己也不懂做什么事，我已经失眠很多天了，好想真的能睡个好觉，但是老天爷就是不要帮我这个忙。其实，我在烦恼一些个人问题，和一些感情事情。
近来一直听着蔡依林姐姐的歌，虽然他的歌很多都是快歌，但是他的慢歌也很不错一下咯，。。。。是很好才对。。。。我还记得，我的第一个爱情是因为朋友的介绍，然后才慢慢开始，可是有点伤心，不是很好的下场，不到一个月就分手了。
然后，我就遇到了第二个女朋友，她是我自己慢慢发现到，他不知道我喜欢他，他是个很厉害跳舞的女生，人们在学校都叫她“小蔡依林”，因为它很厉害，跳得和jolin有几分相识。她很喜欢听我的评语，因为，每次都是我发现他那里跳得不够好，他一听了，然后就笑笑了，那时候他真的很可爱，眼睛会发亮，他就会现场开了一些舞蹈的动作，我就点头说了一句好。
过了，两个月，我们才正式的一起开始，当时的我真的很高兴，她是我第一个带回家给我家人见过的女生，是第一个，也是最后一个，过后就再没有了。 因为，一个学校的大型表演活动，而让他，一夜成名，就是一首“舞娘”，让他真的变成了我中学的“小蔡依林”。
虽然，我和他在一起是在2005 年的年尾，然后在一起不到几个星期，就没有了。我很喜欢她。真的很喜欢她，但是我知道她心里还是喜欢她的前男友。所以我选择了放弃。过后再，2006年的年中，我们又有在一起一下，[ 我是不是很乱] 。
就是，在他要在那一场的大型的表演，在那一个时间，他很不高兴，我就变成了，一直鼓励她，然后，他就像要和我复合，我说，叫他等表演过后才开始。但是在表演的前几天，我突然在一个地方看到，他和他的前男友手牵手的在一起。
当他一看到我，就马上走了。。。那时候的我，就真的很伤心。。。心很痛。。。过后就一直单身到现在。。。。。等到了他当天的表演，很多人都来和我说，你的那个女友，跳得很好。。我说他不是我的女友。他们都吓到了。因为在那个表演的前几个星期，使我一直陪她，很多学校的人都以为了，连老师也以为。
但是，到了当天，是他和他的前男友一起来，他那天，很美，化了妆，穿的很美。我第一次看到，但是心很酸，她也很勉强对了我笑。因为她的男友在他旁边。过后，他有私底下，和我说了几句话。 就这样。。。。他们有庆功宴，我也没有去，因为很多人都过来问我到底做么事情。。。我都一笑而过。。。。
到现在，我没有和他在联络了。。。。没有了。。。。可能是件好事。。。我只知道，她还是我最喜欢和最爱的女生，虽然时间很短，但是我暗恋了他有一年多。。。。
English version
these few days, i really down, feel down and no mood. i really can't sleep well in these few days, i hope that God can help me...really help me. what am i worry about and caused me feel down? Actually, I in worry some problem, with some sentimental matter.
Recently, i has been listening to the sister Jolin's song, although her song are more on the quick song, but her slow song is also very good. . . . Is very good , really good. . . . I also remembered that the my first love is because of friend's introduction, then starts slowly, but a little sad, is not in a good fate, we broke it, less than one month.
after while, I have run into the second girlfriend, she is I discovered by myself slowly, she did not know I like her, she is the student that who can dances very fiercely, most of the people called her “Little Jolin ” in the school, because she is good in dance, and when she dance, her dance and her movement look similar to Jolin Tsai . She likes listening to my evaluation very much, because, each time is I discovered that her jumps insufficiently well. as soon as she has listened, then she will smile infront of me. at that time she is really lovable, her eye is shine, she on the spot will have opened some dance movement, I said good on the nod.
Crossed, two months, we onlyofficial start. I really happy, and she is the first girl that i bring back to my house and let my family member see . she is the first , also is the last, until now i never bring anymore girl back to my home and show to my family member anymore. in the school large-scale performance, lets her becomes famous in that night . it is Jolin's song called one “Dancing Diva”, lets her really turned in become “little Jolin” in my high school.
Although, I and her started together in 2005 end of the year, then in less than several weeks, we broke. I like her very much. Really likes her very much, but I knew that inside her heart , she still likes her ex-boyfriend. Therefore I chose to gave up. Again, in 2006 year, we together again, [am I very chaotic].
a few couple weeks before of her large-scale performance, she not happy. I turned, and i kept on encouraged her, then, she keep on askin me be with her together, but I said that will be good if both of us together after the perform. But at the performance couple days ago, suddenly, I saw her with her ex-boyfriend together and she is holding her ex-boyfriend hand.
As soon as when she sees me, immediately walked to other place. . . That time I very sad. . . my heart is very painful. . . and after that i continuously alone until now. . . . . when in the day of her performance, most of people came and said that my girlfriend dances very well. . then I said that she is not my girlfriend. They frightened. Because in the first several weeksat of the performance , i always accompany her, and this is make until most of school's people have thought that i with her, until my teacher also thought i wit her.
at that performance day, she came wit her boyfriend. in that day, she was so beautiful, she was make-up. I first time saw her make-up and dressed so nice, really look like Jolin Tsai. at that moment, my heart is very "sour" , she smiled to me in a reluctant way. Because her boyfriend was beside her. she has spoke with me in that day but in a secret way. after the performance, They have the glee feast, I am not gone, because very many people come to ask what happen to us, because most of them get shock that why she is with her ex-bf .
until now I have not been contacting with her . . . Did not have. . . . maybe is is a good deed possibly. . . I knew that she is the girl that i love and like the most , although the time is very short, but I unrequited loved her more than one year. . . .
近来的心情不是很好，就是一直闷闷不乐，我自己也不懂做什么事，我已经失眠很多天了，好想真的能睡个好觉，但是老天爷就是不要帮我这个忙。其实，我在烦恼一些个人问题，和一些感情事情。
近来一直听着蔡依林姐姐的歌，虽然他的歌很多都是快歌，但是他的慢歌也很不错一下咯，。。。。是很好才对。。。。我还记得，我的第一个爱情是因为朋友的介绍，然后才慢慢开始，可是有点伤心，不是很好的下场，不到一个月就分手了。
然后，我就遇到了第二个女朋友，她是我自己慢慢发现到，他不知道我喜欢他，他是个很厉害跳舞的女生，人们在学校都叫她“小蔡依林”，因为它很厉害，跳得和jolin有几分相识。她很喜欢听我的评语，因为，每次都是我发现他那里跳得不够好，他一听了，然后就笑笑了，那时候他真的很可爱，眼睛会发亮，他就会现场开了一些舞蹈的动作，我就点头说了一句好。
过了，两个月，我们才正式的一起开始，当时的我真的很高兴，她是我第一个带回家给我家人见过的女生，是第一个，也是最后一个，过后就再没有了。 因为，一个学校的大型表演活动，而让他，一夜成名，就是一首“舞娘”，让他真的变成了我中学的“小蔡依林”。
虽然，我和他在一起是在2005 年的年尾，然后在一起不到几个星期，就没有了。我很喜欢她。真的很喜欢她，但是我知道她心里还是喜欢她的前男友。所以我选择了放弃。过后再，2006年的年中，我们又有在一起一下，[ 我是不是很乱] 。
就是，在他要在那一场的大型的表演，在那一个时间，他很不高兴，我就变成了，一直鼓励她，然后，他就像要和我复合，我说，叫他等表演过后才开始。但是在表演的前几天，我突然在一个地方看到，他和他的前男友手牵手的在一起。
当他一看到我，就马上走了。。。那时候的我，就真的很伤心。。。心很痛。。。过后就一直单身到现在。。。。。等到了他当天的表演，很多人都来和我说，你的那个女友，跳得很好。。我说他不是我的女友。他们都吓到了。因为在那个表演的前几个星期，使我一直陪她，很多学校的人都以为了，连老师也以为。
但是，到了当天，是他和他的前男友一起来，他那天，很美，化了妆，穿的很美。我第一次看到，但是心很酸，她也很勉强对了我笑。因为她的男友在他旁边。过后，他有私底下，和我说了几句话。 就这样。。。。他们有庆功宴，我也没有去，因为很多人都过来问我到底做么事情。。。我都一笑而过。。。。
到现在，我没有和他在联络了。。。。没有了。。。。可能是件好事。。。我只知道，她还是我最喜欢和最爱的女生，虽然时间很短，但是我暗恋了他有一年多。。。。
English version
these few days, i really down, feel down and no mood. i really can't sleep well in these few days, i hope that God can help me...really help me. what am i worry about and caused me feel down? Actually, I in worry some problem, with some sentimental matter.
Recently, i has been listening to the sister Jolin's song, although her song are more on the quick song, but her slow song is also very good. . . . Is very good , really good. . . . I also remembered that the my first love is because of friend's introduction, then starts slowly, but a little sad, is not in a good fate, we broke it, less than one month.
after while, I have run into the second girlfriend, she is I discovered by myself slowly, she did not know I like her, she is the student that who can dances very fiercely, most of the people called her “Little Jolin ” in the school, because she is good in dance, and when she dance, her dance and her movement look similar to Jolin Tsai . She likes listening to my evaluation very much, because, each time is I discovered that her jumps insufficiently well. as soon as she has listened, then she will smile infront of me. at that time she is really lovable, her eye is shine, she on the spot will have opened some dance movement, I said good on the nod.
Crossed, two months, we onlyofficial start. I really happy, and she is the first girl that i bring back to my house and let my family member see . she is the first , also is the last, until now i never bring anymore girl back to my home and show to my family member anymore. in the school large-scale performance, lets her becomes famous in that night . it is Jolin's song called one “Dancing Diva”, lets her really turned in become “little Jolin” in my high school.
Although, I and her started together in 2005 end of the year, then in less than several weeks, we broke. I like her very much. Really likes her very much, but I knew that inside her heart , she still likes her ex-boyfriend. Therefore I chose to gave up. Again, in 2006 year, we together again, [am I very chaotic].
a few couple weeks before of her large-scale performance, she not happy. I turned, and i kept on encouraged her, then, she keep on askin me be with her together, but I said that will be good if both of us together after the perform. But at the performance couple days ago, suddenly, I saw her with her ex-boyfriend together and she is holding her ex-boyfriend hand.
As soon as when she sees me, immediately walked to other place. . . That time I very sad. . . my heart is very painful. . . and after that i continuously alone until now. . . . . when in the day of her performance, most of people came and said that my girlfriend dances very well. . then I said that she is not my girlfriend. They frightened. Because in the first several weeksat of the performance , i always accompany her, and this is make until most of school's people have thought that i with her, until my teacher also thought i wit her.
at that performance day, she came wit her boyfriend. in that day, she was so beautiful, she was make-up. I first time saw her make-up and dressed so nice, really look like Jolin Tsai. at that moment, my heart is very "sour" , she smiled to me in a reluctant way. Because her boyfriend was beside her. she has spoke with me in that day but in a secret way. after the performance, They have the glee feast, I am not gone, because very many people come to ask what happen to us, because most of them get shock that why she is with her ex-bf .
until now I have not been contacting with her . . . Did not have. . . . maybe is is a good deed possibly. . . I knew that she is the girl that i love and like the most , although the time is very short, but I unrequited loved her more than one year. . . .
1 comments:
最美好的爱人，都是不能永远在一起的那个人。
这是我领悟的道理。
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