just want to give up :(

it is the time for me to think, i using this few weeks to think and to find what is it happen. finally, i found out, i think it is the time for me to give up and for me to think deeply that what i need to do in this coming months, coming years, coming futures.......all coming......

my assignmnets are coming as well .........sigh.........feel sien about it.......

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i want shopping

i want eat

i want sing

i want swim

i want go out

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i don't want feel lonely

i don't want stay in my room

i don't want eat my dinner alone

i don't want go out alone

i don't stay in house every saturday and sunday

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i already use to eat dinner alone

i already use to stay at home every saturday and sunday

i already use to be alone

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what i am doing?

i don't know...

just feel boring

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