lonely christmas night....

this is my first time Christmas day in KL but it was a boringly Christmas day that i never ever celebrated before. i want to wish all my friends have a good Christmas day and MERRY CHRISTMAS. so how about my Christmas day ? it was a suck Christmas day that i am SICK. because of the fucking weather that made me sick. haiz....

i am no idea ...... i spent whole day for my sleeping. when i can get a good Christmas presents. i am still can remember that last year i got three Christmas presents from my worker friends. we had exchanged our presents and i got a toy, a album book and a necklace. so miss that times. every things are change......

yesterday, my high school friend told me that my x girlfriend already has a new boyfriend. why she does not tell me ? the old story start again .... ever time like that ..... has new forgot the old...... is has problem then find the old....... this call a friend or just a game or used me as much as she can? did i look like an IDIOT ? am i ?

everyone is busy for their own business. what is my business ? i think is watching my drama, singing, hang out with some gay friends, busybody, sleeping ..........

when my dream will be come true? when i can do the things and learn the things that i like ? when? how many when is in my mind ?

Chinese version

今年是我的第一次在KL过我的christmas 但是今年的christmas 是我有史以来过的最无聊和没有意义的。我希望我所有的朋友都能快快乐乐和happy merry christmas. 我的christmas如何呢？咳！我病了。还不是那个一直变化的天气搞到我的身体病了。

我不懂为何。。。。。。我今天在家里睡了一整天。 我既是才能拿到我的christmas礼物呢？我还记得在去年的christmas我去了打假期工在那一天我收到了三份礼物，因为我们所有的员工都必须交还我们所买的礼物。我拿到了一个洋娃娃，相簿，项链。好想念当时的日子。。。。

昨天我的朋友和我说我之前的女友有了新的男朋友了。为何她没有告诉我呢?每一次都那样。。。有了新就忘了旧。。。。。有事才找我。。。。这叫朋友还是一个游戏还是能利用我就利用到底？我是不是个白痴？像吗？

每个人都在忙他们的东西。我呢？我在看戏，唱歌，和一些同志谈天，在鸡婆，在睡觉。。。。。。。。。

我的梦既是才能实现？我几时才可以学一些和做一些我想要的呢？几时？有多少个几时在我的脑海里呢？

christina birthday........

yeah..... christina birthday....

we went to cheras mountain....... suck man there are very beautiful lohz.....wohoho...n cold...

so now show time...please look at our beauty and handsome picture.

so beautiful...

christina & i

me

tracy & christina

ashley & christina

christina

tracy & christina & ashley

asian idol.......

wo......ho........congratulation to Hady Mirza ......

the first Asian Idol winner Hady Mirza from Singapore..... i like he sang the song berserah very much when he sang in the Asian Idol. this is a Malay song and the real singer for that song is Taufik Batisah - the first singapore idol .

The first Asian Idol Winner Hady Mirza

2morow i will go back to my homwtown.

ta! ta!

to all my lovely friends.

miss you guy much, please don't forget me. i just go back a few days only.

i hope my mummy will let me bring my younger sister come to KL . then i can bring her go to many places and shopping. haha....and i would not forget to let her know my all nice friends ( but sometimes they crazy) hahaha...uhaha... i think i am the only one normal....

take care !!! my friend.

my exam was finished ....

*HAPPY HOLIDAY*

oh....yeah....my final exam was finished.

yesterday, it was my last exam paper moral studies. i am quite happy that i finished my exam. so now is the time that i sure starting to planning my holiday timetable. seriously, i am very worry about my results, because i got some subjects that i did not how to do it. i still can remember yesterday my academic research lecturer said to me that my exam was not good and he said because my English and some more he said i just wrote down the point only and my explain not did very well.but i still can remember , i got wrote down all the points and explain it. how come my lecturer said i did not explain? i don't understand, what are the answers that he wanted? haiz.....suddenly make me felt up sad .yesterday, i thought i already finished the exam paper so i can relax and go out to shopping and play. suddenly, i saw my academic research lecturer and he just keeps saying a lot of things that let my mood changed to unhappy and worry.

i thought i can can relax but now cannot loiz......felt sad.....this time i got many subjects i don't know how to do. i see i will failed some subjects already. how come all my studies will suddenly changing. i spent many times to do revision but i just get all %%^^%&*#@$% comment from my lecturers.

wish all the best for my friends that they can get good results for their final exam.

P.S. i hope i also can get good results.

*HAPPY HOLIDAY*